Hi guuuuuys. I can't make a really long post (though, knowing me, it's going to end up exactly that anyway) because I still have to prepare for maths college tomorrow, but I'm in a very talky mood, so here goes.

Introduction period (for my fraternity/sorority, STILL have not figured out whatever the word is for a mixed thing) was amazing. I met so, so many people and I know everyone who went on camp- We had three days camping in Brabant (they have the highest concentration of wasps there I have ever seen. The very first thing that happened to me after getting my suitcase from the bus was being stung by one of the bitches. And I seriously didn't do anything. I'm one of those scoff-they-won't-hurt-you-unless-you-keep-flapping-your-arms-around-like-a-headless-chicken-eyeroll people, but I just stood there and suddenly got STUNG. Weird aggressive wasps. They kept flying into your face and everything).
 
It was a lot of fun and activities and beer and one snog and getting to know everyone and profiling myself till everyone knew me soon enough and throwing myself into everything with enthusiasm which I really recommend to everyone because it's the one thing that makes sure people don't forget you. Just get involved and you'll automatically charm everyone :) Which may or may not lead to rowdy older-years student boys singing your praises, literally (oh god I love student boys. Ngghf. Seriously I'm a natural at being a student. I can drink beer like a boat worker, quoting one of said student boys. Who was really cute. The cutest of the leaders-bunch had a girlfriend whose the most awesome girl I met during the city/uni introduction week (still following this?) which suuucked). Why do I use so many ()'s?

After that, three days back in Rotterdam, sleeping over at yearmates' homes. Stayed with this girl whose a reading fan with an amazing library, and a partier as well! This other guy stayed with us as well and he kept wanting to go home really early which maybe is understandable and really unsocial of me to humpf about, but we just had soooo much fun. This one night, he wanted to go home and we were all, yeah, okay, as soon as I finish this beer, and everyone kept filling me up and giving me new ones so in the end he had to wait an hour longer which is a reaaally mean thing to do but ungh had so much fun. SORRY, STAN!

I danced and laughed and sooo many new friends and even though I can't really say who's going to be in a definite group of friends, or if that even will happen because uni is just so different and there just so many different places to make friends that don't necessarily meet the others that I don't see how, I love meeting new people and there are more every single day! It's wonderful not even walking around alone for a few minutes before spotting someone you know. I'm having a great time socializing and flitting around and stuff.

The study itself is promising as well. There are some very interesting texts in the books that really get you in the mood and motivate you to do more self-study which is really important because it's uni and they don't spell it out for you anymore. I think it's going to be fine- Even if I'm not motivated for the reason of it being what I want to do later in life, I'm motivated because I really, really want to finish this year in well, one year and get all the study points and wrapping it up successfully. If I get into med school next year and still have some courses I need to finish from this year Business Administration, I won't have made it and I won't officially have my P (propaedeutics, it's this thing you get when you succesfully finish your first year of a Bachelor) and it will feel like it's for nothing. So I bloody well will make it in one year even though only 20%(!) makes it. It's apparently a rather tough study, only 60% of the first years make it through to the second year! Even less finishes all the courses successfully in the first year, so they have to wrap them up the year after- which is not what I want to do, so I'll work now.

I have every Friday off, which is great but I'm going to try to get my holiday job at the government back for friday alone so I can make some cash even for one day in the week. The salary is great and I can work 9 hours on that Friday, which is a nice sum of money at the end of the month. Oh crap I haven't managed to make this stay short, have I? I really feel like reading some fics right now. Am in such a Ichirukimood. I luuurve the Ichiruki and how Ichigo's such a dumbass brave strawberry without Rukia to kick him in the head when he needs it and their banter and their strength and the sun turning around for the moon and all that lovely stuff. They have some great ficstuff.
 
I feel like reading about life. Because I'm living so much right now and I can't get enough of it!

Ooh just had to answer this one. Hitohira no Hanabira by Stereopony, one of the Bleach ending songs. It's Japanese and I swear I can sing along perfectly fine ♥ I just love it! 231 plays already, which is ridiculously much, yeah, but I just don't get tired of it and it's not like it's terribly original or something but it just has... Something. Best opening-ending combination as well. Looooove it. I'm so in love with Bleach :) It's fights and awesome and so many great characters (Matsumotooooooo) and plot and Ichiruki and epic and Ichigoooo♥♥♥ who is a dumbass strawberry but so, so awesome and swords and ngghf.
Second on my mostplayed list is Taking Back My Love - Enrique Iglesias ft. Ciara, which has the hottest, most awesome video ever-


If this thing fucks it up, just go look on youtube because it's just AWESOME. It better work.

Post about introduction period will follow- Just know for now that it was fucking awesome, had a great great time and met soo many people and everyone knows me and I know everyone and it's going to be awesome :D

I'M GRADUATING TOMORROW GUYS OMGWTF.


My dress is the sex. It's black and strapless and clinging and basically, a pencil skirt in dress form and incredibly me. I managed to misplace my dark red teardrop crystal thing necklace so I'll have to settle for just the earrings, which I got last week.


Speaking of sexy...




I JUST BOUGHT A KICKASS TIGHT LEATHER BIKER JACKET AND OH IT'S HOT. I look badaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaass in it. omgi'minlove. It cost way too much money but it's so worth it and hey I work for it. Pictures soon!

It's finished, it's over.


Wow. I just finished my finals.

And it all went pretty well.

Just... Wow. I still can't comprehend fully that we're done and finished after six years of working towards this (and I doubt I ever will. I suck at comprehending stuff. It just never hits me. Except when I'm feeling angsty) and fuck I still have so many books I sneaked from the library here at home and I should really get to returning them soon because damn, we'll only be inside that school for two or three times more. And I can hardly carry them when graduating. Omg, I'm graduating.

The next few days are going to be crazy hectic, probably even more than the whole frickin finals-period- I was all weirdly calm and noncaring through all of it. I watched SO MUCH BLEACH. I probably could have done better if I was actually stressed and supermotivated and not obsessed by a new fandom, but really? It's been enough. I'm calm and so ready to move forward and really, really done with high school. It's been a blast but I've outgrown it.

They're going to be crazy hectic becaaaause of...


PARTIES!      8D


AAAAND...


FUCKING CRETE!

omgIcan'tbelievewe'reactuallygoingin-WHAT, THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW. Seriously that's some freaky business. Where did the time go? Probably ran off while I was trying to survive maths.

I'm going to have to figure out how to pack, buy stuff, prepare (waah so much last minute stuff to do like WAXING and getting my eyebrows done and OMG I NEED MORE UNDERPANTS) and PARTY LIKE FINALS BEING OVER DESERVES in 48 hours. Of fuck, less than that- in 48 hours we're going to be at the freaking airport. I need to catch some sleep. It's 3 in the morning (blame the pre-preparty) and I pulled a near-allnighter for maths (which was today) and the days before that we were free which means my sleep schedule turned around completely so now I'm used to going to sleep when the sun begins to rise. I'm tired enough now. So I'm just gonna finish filing my nails (they looked all hideous and creepy in the weeks of neglect AKA finals period) and sleeeep and not get distracted by Ichiruki fics.

(Which are just SO MUCH LOVE, by the way. I love Bleach. It's just... So much awesome.)

A little bit of rest now, before the real rollercoaster ride starts...


FUCK I STILL NEED TO MAIL MY EX-EMPLOYER FOR A FUCKING JOB IN SUMMER.

Had my first café terrace wine of the year. Oh I feel good. Spring has officially started. And I'm feeling and feeling like I'm looking fab for it, because I can finally ditch the bulky woolen stuff and stop wearing seven layers (I'm not even joking) to not freeze to death, and traipse around in the first of my new-bought spring clothes that had to wait to be worn for ages. Like my ( my lavender shirt )lavender shirt- still, of course, with a vest over it but hey at least it's my new slinky formfitting ivory one with the scoopy neckline instead of the hoodies that were a must in winter (on top of everything else), if only for the ride to school in the morning. And I had my spring jacket/trenchcoat on for the first time!
And I have a sudden new fresh wave of assuredness in selfconfidence because of a tv show. A Dutch one named S1ngle (I know, sounds real cliché which is why I didn't watch it when it started but I found them online and I'm hooked, finished right in time for the start of second season). Have a few links- The official promo. "...Catch a movie?" "Yes." is said at the end, and according to my friends I'm just a way younger version of this chick. Who is absolutely kickass, by the way. JUST LOOK AT HER VIBRATOR STEALING MOVE FROM 1:03. I have to say, the arrogant walk is really familiar yes.

And why don't they have the new shampoo I want to try ANYWHERE?!

And oh I'd be looking fab if I wasn't running on 20 hours of sleep, from last Sunday on. Yesterday night, studying, I actually felt queasy with exhaustion the whole time through- Even though I'm a night person, I just can't have a sleep schedule where I go to sleep after five in the morning with draining-in-every-way exams in between, and am tortured by aching, really painful ankles, which radiates out to my knees and that's just... Gragh. Really painful. Slender legs, lovely, but must the tiny ankles come with such annoyingness?! The bags under my eyes hung to mid-cheek at one point. Oh, just checked, they still do.

Oh, yeah, exam week. It's been going pretty well so far; before today they all went good even but Chem went meh and Chem 2 was just... What the fuck.
Seriously I've seen a lot. But I've never seen such unanimous WTF-ery happen. I seriously thought I was the only one, staring at the sheet and in the end, skipping the whole first question (there were TWO). But seriously, when the bell went I looked around, and for a few seconds everyone just sat there staring at each other.

Then, the  "What the fuck was that?!"s started flying around. Seriously, we were flabbergasted. There were about 40, 50 people there and everyone was completely dumbstruck. This is an experience for the yearbook. Because seriously it wasn't even that is was just extremely, not do-able difficult. It was just so, so completely weird- I really can't describe it. You needed to be there.

I'm not even worried about it because I know we HAVE to get a general repeat for this one. This exceeded normal levels of weird by so much I couldn't even utter coherent phrases afterwards and was just making weird facial movements and going "What the fuck. What the fuck. Seriously what was that?!". That general sentiment being well... Everywhere- From the guys, who normally just shrug it off and say they could have known it if they'd studied better, to the seriously smart people, to the people who normally have an answer to everything, to the people who normally brag when it goes right (AKA you know they're not false-humility like being annoying and tittering about having so ruined it while you know they'll be getting top marks back), to well EVERYONE.

Anyway, exam week's nearly over- English oral and maths on monday. Maths is freaky.

And oh, I got a new bra.

Yesterday, it was all over the online news sites here that Hillary Clinton's dog had gotten lost when she visited Scheveningen (the beach here in the Netherlands), and that a search would be organized 'tomorrow' where everybody could gather at 10:00 to help, the rescuer getting a reward and everything. I don't know which site started it, but it was all over the 'official' sites as well!


'Hond' being 'dog', obviously.

Am so tired askljhaskdlfjhsakdlfjh.


And stressed, sheesh.

I fucking hate final year. So much pressure. Seriously, pressure and stress and panic everywhere. The stress I manage to get myself into (I'm just a very stressy person, lol, expect to see that word a lot this post) is RIDICULOUS.

So, we have the exams next week, the SECOND-ONLY CHANCE WE'LL EVER GET TO GET THE SCHOOLGRADES UP JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE before the actual finals which are the other 50% of your ending grade on le diploma.

zoskfjaksfal;skkljslkfjnailbitestress. Seriously, I've taken to pawing at my bottom lip and taking a nailbitepose. Don't actually bite them, but this is the closest I've come to it in FIVE YEARS. I'm just so nervous about everything, getting it all right and managing everything all at once and doing a damn good job as well.

( Exam week )
Friday, English essay and dunno what to expect of it, but then thank the lord and everyone it's over and we GO to this restaurant grill bar thing and drink a lot and bike through town singing and DIE.




...Well, except when I said  "It's over", I kinda lied.

At the end of next week, we have to hand in the Exam Project. Need to account for 160 HOURS. We have like 20 right now. Our experiment is also being extremely late, done on the monday after exam week 5 days before deadline. It involves us getting fourth years to dance and sniff at each other while blindfolded to see if they get horny.



...I'll explain later.


Sooo I have that to do, and alllllso AFTER FINALS TRIP.




Which I somehow silently got voter leader/organizer for.


Of which it isn't even certain if my parents will allow me to go.

( Sometimes I curse whatever makes people feel I should LEAD things (damn you, Sorting Hat) )
Just so much to DO.

Seriously what the hell.

Your result for The Sorting Hat Test...

Gryffindor

You scored 16% Order/Chaos, and 72% Moral/Rational

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That was so to be expected. But seriously 16% Order?  That's probably kinda bad. Oh well.
Stole it frommercuryblue144 .

Wheee have my new Glamour. Oh how I love that glossy.